Many
people find predestination paradoxical, especially if you think about it too
much. If, before you do something, you pause to consider the fact that what
you’re about to do was predestined, it feels odd–like watching hidden camera
footage of yourself, when you didn’t know you were being filmed.
This
sensation has analogies. Because we are self-aware, there’s a sense in which we
can watch ourselves do something, as if there were two of us: the observer and
the agent. We have a capacity for mental detachment that enables us to seem to
step outside ourselves and study ourselves from a third-person perspective,
even though that’s something of an illusion. Of course, much of the time we
don’t bother to engage in self-reflection. What just do whatever we need to do
or want to do.
Or
consider dreams. Three kinds of dreams.
In
ordinary dreams the dreamer is self-aware. The dreamer is aware of the
dreamscape. The dreamer is aware of characters in the dream.
The
dreamer does things in the dream. Goes places. Talks to people. Makes choices.
Yet what
the dreamer thinks and sees, hears, says, and does is caused by his
subconscious. In that respect, dreaming is like predestination. In dreaming,
there’s that invisible underlying cause (the subconscious) which directing
everything you do and everything that happens to you in the dream.
The
dreamer’s involvement is effortless. He is carried along by the inner momentum
of the dream. No struggle. No sense of entrapment.
In lucid
dreams, the dreamer becomes aware of the fact that he is dreaming. He’s cognizant
of a hidden reality behind the dream. Behind-the-scenes.
At that
point, a lucid dreamer has a choice. He can remain a passive spectator in the
sense that he can simply let events continue to unfold without intervening.
Discover what his subliminal imagination has in store.
Even a
lucid dream still has a default setting. A default dreamscape. Default
characters. A default plot. So even though the lucid dreamer is a
self-conscious dreamer, there is still a part of him that’s subliminally
scripting the dream. A compartmentalized mind.
This is
somewhat like a Christian who believes in predestination. He becomes a
conscious participant in his predestined reality, in his predestined actions.
Or the
lucid dreamer can take control of the dream, override the default setting, and
influence the course of events. That might seem more like libertarian freewill.
Yet
predestination doesn’t prevent us from interacting with our environment or
changing our surroundings. What we can’t change is predestination itself. But
when we consciously manipulate our surroundings, when we effect the course of
events, that’s part of the original plan.
Then you
have inspired dreams. In Scripture, you have seers and dreamers who take part
in narrative dreams and visions inspired by God. God creates the dreamscape.
God creates the characters. God creates the plot. The seer or dreamer is like a
tourist.
This
raises the question of whether inspired dreamers and seers know at the time
that they are dreaming or seeing visions. Or is this something they become
aware of after the fact? After they awaken or come out of the trance?
Suppose
they are conscious of the fact that they are experiencing a divine vision or
dream at the time it happens. That’s like become aware of predestination. God
controls every detail of the vision.
can't resist mentioning that lucid dreaming that is lucid enough where you can consciously alter the outcome of the dream can be a telltale sign of a sleeping disorder. Lucid dreaming in which the dreamer steadily has agency is considered abnormal. I used to have nightmares of being attacked by monsters or demons that I'd rebuke in the name of Jesus. Once I took initiative the dream ended or I woke up. Once my sleeping disorders began to get treated these sorts of dreams (which stopped being nightmares in the sense that they stopped being scary after about twenty of them happened over many years) simply stopped happening.
ReplyDeleteWhich doesn't fit the analogy on the nature of the will entirely, I know. :)